Giving God the Right of Way

I plan. I make lists. I find great satisfaction in checking off the items I complete on my to-do list. There are some problems with this.

First, I always think I can accomplish more in a day than I can. This leads to frustration and feelings of guilt.

Second, I don’t allow for “down days.” Even if I didn’t have chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia, having a rigid daily to-do list would be foolish.

Third, and most importantly, I tend to leave God out of the process.

If you followed my blog this summer, you know I’ve gone through some upheaval with the novel I’m writing. I started writing it more than a decade ago. I honestly don’t know when I started it. It languished on my computer for the last several years.

In July, I decided it was “no or never.” I hired a professional editor to critique the first 50 pages of my 303-page manuscript. The feedback I got from her was constructive and attention-grabbing. At the same time, it was disheartening yet exactly what I needed to hear.

A failed plan

That detailed critique prompted me to stop procrastinating and start focusing my attention and energy on learning the skills I needed to learn so I could finally finish that novel. I made a plan. I made a daily (Monday through Saturday) to-do list for what to study and what to practice or write each day. I thought by not working on my book on Sundays I was doing the Christian thing. I would give myself Sundays off and, thereby, do what was pleasing to God. That worked fairly well for a couple of weeks.

But guess what happened. I became a slave to my plan. It was my plan. I thought I had been clever to create this plan with its one-day-a-week set aside not to work on my writing. By doing so, I thought I was “keeping the Sabbath.”

It was my plan, but it was wearing me out.

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I fell behind on August 16. I’d assigned myself too much reading, too much writing, and way too much nuts-and-bolts work on my novel regarding details about my characters.

I’d set myself up for failure.

By pushing myself to do everything on my list, I threw myself into a chronic fatigue syndrome relapse for the next three weeks; however, I read something on August 17 that got my attention. It was the third chapter in Seven Things That Steal Your Joy: Overcoming the Obstacles to Your Happiness, by Joyce Meyer.

Led by the Spirit

Ms. Meyer wrote the book in 2004. I’d bought it as a used book many years later and kept meaning to read it. I read the first chapter on August 15 and the second chapter on August 16. It was “on my list” to read the third chapter on August 17.

Little did I know that God had a reason for leading me to Chapter Three on August 17. I don’t believe in happenstance when it comes to such things. The title of that chapter is “Joy Keeper: Be Led of the Spirit.” By “Spirit,” Ms. Meyer is referring to the Holy Spirit.

The Holy Spirit is our Helper, if we are just open to It. From the first sentence in Chapter Three (“One of the most dynamic ways to keep our joy is to allow the Holy Spirit to lead us in the way we should go.”) to the last sentence in the chapter (“God will write His laws on your heart, then you won’t need reminders to keep your joy.”), that chapter was exactly what I needed to read in the emotional and physical place I was in on August 17.

It didn’t take me long to realize that my six days-a-week reading and writing plan – as detailed and as carefully- and methodically-planned as it was – lacked one thing. It lacked the most important thing. It lacked God. I spent hours working out a plan that I thought would lead me to a point next February when I’d have all this knowledge in my head and be ready to rewrite my novel’s outline and then start rewriting the manuscript.

But aside from setting aside the Sabbath to not work on my novel or my writing skills, I’d left God and the Holy Spirit out of my grandiose plan. I shredded my plan.

What’s next?

Don’t get me wrong – I still believe in having a plan, but what’s new is that I want to start each day by seeking God’s will for me that day. He may want me to tackle the next item on my novel “to-do” list, or He might have a better “to-do” list for me for that day.

I still believe God wants me to write. He might want me to write the novel I’ve had in my head and on paper for 10+ years. He might have an entirely different novel in His plan for me. He might have something else altogether in store for me.

Ms. Meyer wrote in the third chapter of her book, “If you keep your plan before the Lord, you must be ready to let Him change anything at any time. If you do this, your path will always be right and prosperous.”

She also wrote, “… and we will never find joy if we think we have to know everything before we take our first step in the direction He is leading us.”

Today is the last class in the “Eight Weeks to Writing a Commercially Successful Novel” online course I started on September 6, so it’s time for me to create a new plan.

This time, though, I’ll try to be reasonable, and I’ll try to remember to seek God’s will every morning and be ready to ditch my plan for His plan.

Since my last blog post

I’ve always been a pack rat. I keep things “because I might need it someday.” I’ve transitioned into, “I’m never going to need this.” Last week I concentrated on my file cabinets. That alone dates me. I’ve purged file folders of all descriptions.

I don’t need the paperwork for the car insurance I had in 1995. I don’t need most of the recipes I kept in the 1980s. I don’t have the energy to do much cooking. Plus, I’m trying to eat healthier in 2021 than I did in 1981. The list goes on.

This is a work in progress, but it feels good to let go of some things.

Until my next blog post

I hope you have a good book to read or productive time if you’re writing one.

Whatever season you’re transitioning into where you live, try to enjoy the gift each day is. This is a challenge for me. You know I don’t like cold weather.

Thank you for taking time out of your day to read my blog post.

I’ll leave you with this short sentence from the third chapter of Joyce Meyer’s book: “To walk in the presence of God, we must give the Holy Spirit the right of way.”  I love that!

Until my next blog post – which I have planned for next Monday – I hope you and I both give the Holy Spirit the right of way.

And wait on tiptoe to see what happens.


14 thoughts on “Giving God the Right of Way

  1. This is a wonderful post Janet! I think that you have finally allowed God to guide you in the right direction. No matter how much we plan, God disposes, God decides. He has a plan, He’s the Director and we are the actors. We should learn, practice, research, prepare and experiment, but with the knowledge that God’s in charge. It is not hard to do and it is not he same as not doing anything or not exerting effort and energy, after all we must do our part knowing that God helps those that help themselves. I wish you all the luck in the world in finishing successfully your online class and on your rewriting your novel. I hope to also begin to seriously work on some projects too, including the poetry book. Happy reading! All the best,

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  2. Thank you ever so much, Francis, for your thoughtful comment. You are correct. I’m excited to see what this week holds as I try to “let go and let God.” I appreciate your thoughts on this. I wish you all the best as you get back to some serious work on your poetry book, your book about Cuba, and your other projects. It’s a wonderful gift you have to express yourself through art, poetry, and other writing — and to be able to do it in two different languages is amazing. I believe the coming months are going to be very productive for both of us. Janet

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  3. I applaud you for finding a way to center yourself. I too am a list maker and my own task master. I’ve realized that some goals/tasks need to be specific while others can be more broad. For those of us who want to tick things of “The List”, those broad goals are more readily achieved. Please keep writing. I can’t wait to read your novel someday.

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  4. Thank you so much, Alison. I was thinking about you the other day and how much I miss your blog posts. I don’t seem to get them on my feed and I don’t think to search for them when I’m at the computer. I appreciate your thoughts more then you know. I’m excited about the future. I keep seeking God’s guidance. So far, He hasn’t told me not to write the novel. I’ve lived and breathed this story for 10+ years. Maybe this winter (starting this week?) I can seriously get it done and put behind me all the things that have held me back. You have a good point about those broader goals. Maybe I need to just put broad goals on my next plan. LOL! Getting into the nitty gritty seems to trip me up. Speaking of plans… do you have another trip to Paris nailed down on your calendar? I hope the pandemic won’t interfere with any more of your travel plans. I hope you’re doing well. Great to hear from you.

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  5. Great to hear from you too! I’ve had what I can only suspect is writer’s block for the better part of a year and a half, not coincidentally the same amount of time we’ve been in a world pandemic. No further trips planned as of now. A new grandbaby is on the way so we will stay close to home for a bit. Have a blessed day and “talk” to you soon.

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  6. I hope your writer’s block will lift soon. I’ve heard/read a lot of people say they just haven’t been able to write during the pandemic. Maybe that’s part of my problem, too. You’d think being at home so much would be conducive to productivity, but I think we all have pandemic fatigue and it’s shutting down our creativity. I hope you get your spark back soon. The arrival of a new grandbaby is great news!

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  7. My mother made lists, too, although I don’t think she obsessed over marking all the items off (or not!) like I do. She was a “one day at a time” person. I see that approach to life in my niece and that warms my heart. Don’t know why it skipped a generation.

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  8. My mother set a good example for me when it came to making lists. The older I get, the less I can count on my memory. I’m glad you also find lists helpful. Regards, Janet

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